…to become anonymity

“Whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.” The meaning is very clear; it is the meaning of all religious practice. The individual, through prolonged psychological disciplines, gives up completely all attachment to his personal limitations, idiosyncrasies, hopes and fears, no longer resists the self-annihilation that is prerequisite to rebirth in the realization of truth, and so becomes ripe, at last, for the great at-one-ment. His personal ambitions being totally dissolved, he no longer tries to live but willingly relaxes to whatever may come to pass in him; he becomes, that is to say, an anonymity.

— Joseph Campbell (via Whiskey River)

My Sanctuary

Lord, you are my sanctuary.
I dwell within your house,
And there I am safe.
You dwell within my heart,
And with you there I am safe.
Let me never neglect your house,
Oh Lord.
Let me never neglect my heart,
Oh Lord, let me never neglect you.
Amen.

— Ryan Harris

The New Neighbors

Four small baby birds in a mud nest on the side of a brick wall

A pair of little, brown swifts (maybe swallows) have built a little mud nest near our front door. Yesterday, the four five little chicks could be seen peaking over the edge. Make a noise and they open their beaks. They got all excited for a brief moment when the camera flash went off.

Mom and dad fly off every time the front door opens. They circle around the front yard and tweet at us. Poor little birds. We don’t mean to bother them. If they would build on the other end of the front porch, they would be less bothered by our comings and goings. Ironically, at night they just sit there on the edge of the nest and watch us.

This is our third summer in this house. The birds, presumably the same pair, have come back every summer too.

Update: Their eyes are open now.

What a Christian Means by “Mystery”

A mystery means that a reality is so big that our minds cannot completely surround it. A mystery means that the more we learn something, the more we find that we have yet to learn. It is like walking toward the horizon. Even if we walk for our whole lives, we’ll never arrive at the horizon, but that doesn’t mean that we are not moving. Each day brings us new landscapes, different towns, and encounters with people we didn’t know before. A mystery is much the same: we are moving toward an horizon that cannot be reached, but that continues to yield new wonders to the mind. Mystery is not an invitation to blissful ignorance but rather to never-ending exploration.

— Fr. Jim Tucker, at Dappled Things

The Cup

When Rachel was five years old, her grandfather would come over every weekend. He would usually bring her a present. Not a doll or something like what most people would bring a young girl. No, he brought unusual gifts. This time, he brought over a cup. She took it and looked in side. It was full of dirt.

She was disappointed and said, “Grandfather, my parents won’t let me play in the dirt.”

He grinned and said, “Oh, Rachel Lee.” He took the little cup and placed it in the window sill. Then he went and got the little tea pot they had been playing with the weekend before. Together they put water in it. They came back, and he showed her how to pour a little water in the cup of dirt. Then he said, “Rachel Lee, if you promise me to pour a little water in that cup every single day, something wonderful will happen.” She promised her grandfather.

She was excited. Everyday, she would faithfully pour a little water in this cup. Then she would look. Nothing was happening. Day after day after day, a whole week went by, and nothing had happened. To a five year old, a week is forever.

When grandfather came by the next weekend, she said, “I don’t like this. It wasn’t any fun anymore. Can we quit?”

He replied, “Rachel, you promised to be faithful everyday.”

So for a second week, she would take her tea pot, and pour a little water in the cup. Day after day, nothing happened. Now, Rachel was really mad at herself for promising that she would do this. When her grandfather came at the end of the second week, she asked him, “Would you take your gift back?”

Grandfather replied, “Rachel Lee, you promised.”

The third week was the toughest. She would be lying in bed, almost asleep and remember. She would get up, fill the little tea pot with water, and pour it into the cup. She did not miss a day. It was hard.

Near the end of the third week, she got up one morning and looked in the cup. There were two little, green leaves sticking up through the dirt. She was stunned and amazed. Now remember, Rachel lived on the sixth floor in an apartment highrise in Manhattan. She was not a farmer’s daughter. She did not know what happens in dirt.

When grandfather came by that weekend, she ran to him and said, “Look at this!”

Grandfather said, “Rachel, do you understand? Life is to be discovered everywhere. In the most ordinary and unsuspecting places, you can discover life.”

Rachel asked, “And all it needs is water?”

Grandfather smiled and answered, “It needs your faithfulness, day in, day out. All it needs is your faith.”

Faith—it is not easy. It is hard. If it was easy, everyone would do it.

— Story told by Dr. Robert Long, pastor at St. Luke’s in Oklahoma City.