Bad T.V. Reception

Pauline came back from a retreat and described this wonderful metaphor: “You know when you’re watching a T.V. set that has really bad reception? The screen is really blurry and fuzzy. You can’t see the picture really well. That’s how my relationship was with God. I could hardly see the picture. I knew He was there, but I could never really see or feel Him in me. I doubted Him.” Now, after the retreat, she can see the T.V. picture better. “It’s not perfectly clear, but at least I can see the image.”
Is your reception blurry or clear?